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My Name is Not Easy


In 1960’s Alaska, many communities had no educational system and the children had to leave home to attend school. Sacred Heart was one such institution, populated by children who had no school in their remote northern homes.

On Luke’s first day at Sacred Heart, hundreds of miles from his home on the tundra in the Arctic, the 12-year-old learns that his Inupiaq language is forbidden. He has the marks from Father Mullen’s ruler across his hands to remind him. So he leaves his language and name behind, keeping only his 10-year-old brother Bunna with him as a reminder of home and a different life.

But while the cafeteria and classes start out divided, Luke and Bunna now stand beside Amiq, Sonny, Junior, Chickie and Donna, a new family made up of Indian, Eskimo, and white children. All are trying to figure out their own place not only at the school but also in the world that is changing at such a fast pace. And they find that they are stronger together.

This book has been sitting in my head for a couple of weeks now. It is challenging to find the words to review it (although you know I’m going to ramble on for quite awhile anyway) because it tells so many stories that it is difficult to know where to start.

This book is semi-biographical; author Debby Dahl Edwardson based it on her husband’s own real-life experiences growing up in the 60’s in northern Alaska, and going off to school hundreds of miles from home. He was Luke. And Bunna was his brother. Edwardson’s love of the land and people are shine through in her writing. She handles the subject of Native and Inuit children forced to leave their homes with sensitivity and honesty.

There are so many heartbreaking moments in the story, from the loss of little brother Issac through a forced adoption, to words of anger between brothers as they go their separate ways for the first time in their lives, to the moment when the children at the school finally recognize the injustice they are forced to live.

In equal measure are the uplifting moments. The development of a family at the school, discovering skills they didn’t know they possessed, the realization that each has the others’ backs, learning that they are capable of inciting change if they stand together.

The school is a microcosm of the world at large in the 60’s. There is change happening at such an incredible rate that no one seems able to keep up. Even the Fathers and Sisters that run the school seem lost and confused at times when faced with situations unfamiliar to them.

The novel tells so many stories at once, with so many different narrators, that I often lost track of who belonged to which one. It jumped around in time and tense, and I learned very quickly to note the date at each chapter heading, or a lot of the novel would not have made sense to me. It seems almost as if Edwardson had more stories than she had pages to fill, and had trouble choosing which were most important. But understandably so. Each character is distinct and comes to the school from a unique background, bringing a particular perspective to the story.

The disjointed feeling I had while reading, however, is an amazing way to illustrate even a faint echo of the feeling the children must have experienced when taken from their home and family and forced to turn their backs on their own language and culture. Where do I turn, who do I trust, why am I here? I do not think I am overstating it to call it a form of cultural genocide.

A lot of the experiences seemed disconnected, with no obvious outcome or result. And the final chapters, with the huge climax, seem to come out of left field.

All that said, the author’s notes at the end of the book tie it all together nicely. She gives historical facts and background to a lot of the events that are missing from the book, most likely because they would have been difficult to fit in from the childrens’ perspectives. They wouldn’t have had access to a lot of the information first hand.

It is a complex story about events in history that have been but a footnote in most texts. It should be read by everyone.

My Name is Not Easy was published October 1st, 2011 by Skyscape.

Openly Straight


This is a quick, fun-with-a-good-message read. It is a celebration of diversity and acceptance.

Rafe is a normal teenager from Boulder, Colorado. He’s gay. But he’s a little tired of being “that GAY guy”. He knows it is important to embrace who he is, but he just wants to try being “that guy”.  So he decides to escape his reality.

He transfers to an all-boys’ boarding school in New England, and elects to keep his sexuality a secret. It’s not so much going back in the closet, as just not advertising all aspects of himself. Don’t ask, don’t tell. But he doesn’t count on falling in love with a boy who can’t believe it is possible.

Ah, young, tortured, forbidden love. Awesome.  And I love the fact there is no love triangle in this story. It is all about learning the importance of being who you are, embracing yourself, and facing reality, no matter how difficult it may be.

Openly Straight is a simple story with a good message.  Rafe is lovely and warm, a boy totally comfortable with himself, in large part due to extremely supportive parents and an open atmosphere in the town where he grew up. As he thinks, perhaps too open and too accepting.  His “Coming Out” party was a bit much for anyone, even done out of love.

Bill Koenigsberg writes with a lot of humour, but also sympathy.  His characters leap off the page; each is real and believable, whether a character you end up really liking, or one that you can’t stand. It is witty and charming, and the cast and crew have distinct, authentic, engaging personalities. Room for all.

You will find yourself laughing out loud at times, and cringing at others.  There is happiness and despair, joy and depression. Rafe is definitely a teenager trying to find his way, and his attempt to go label-free just creates a lie that he can’t find a way around.  In the end, it causes more trouble than honesty would have from the start.  But isn’t that usually the way.

This novel is appropriate for all teens.  There are discussions of sex, not graphic, and even the crude locker room humour you expect from an all boys school is somewhat toned down.

The open and frank discussion about the importance of being who you are, and a celebration of all who are different, is front and centre, without beating the reader over the head with it.

Read it and enjoy.

Openly Straight is published by Arthur A. Levine Books.